作词 : ARMSTRONG, DIDO作曲 : ARMSTRONG, DIDOMy tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at allAnd even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wallit reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so badMy tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at allAnd even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wallit reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so badDear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin'I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottomI sent two letters back in autumn You must not have got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'emBut anyways, **** it, what's been up man, how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm ‘bout to be a fatherIf I have a daughter, guess what I'm-a call her? I'm-aname her Bonnie.I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorryI had a friend kill himself over some ***** who didn't wanthim.I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggestfan.I even got the underground **** that you did with Scam.I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man.I like the **** you did with Ruckus too, that **** was phat.Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chatTruly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan.My tea’s gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at allthe morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at allAnd even if I could it'd all be grey， but your picture on my wallit reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so badDear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,I hope you have the chance.I ain't mad, I just think it's ****** up you don't answer fans.If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concertYou didn't have to but you could have signed an autograph for Matthew.That's my little brother, man. He's only 6 years old.We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no.That's pretty ****ty man, you're like his ******' idolHe wants to be just like you man, he likes you morethan I do.I ain't that mad, but I just don't like bein' lied to.Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I write youYou would write back. See, I'm just like you in a way.I never knew my father neither.He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her.I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs.So when I have a ****ty day, I drift away and put 'em on.Cause I don't really got **** else, so that **** help whenI'm depressed.I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest.Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds.It's like adrenaline. The Pain is such a sudden rush for me. See, everything you say is real, and I respect you'cause you tell it.My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7.But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does.She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up. You've gotta call me man. I'll be the biggest fanyou'll ever lose.Sincerely yours, Stan. PS: We should be together too.My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at allAnd even if I could it'd all be grey, to put your picture on my wallit reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so badDear Mr. "I'm too good to call or write my fans"This'll be the last package I ever send your ass.It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it?I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect.So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it.I'm in the car right now. I'm doing 90 on the freeway.Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya dare me to drive?"You know that song by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"?About that guy who could have saved that other guy fromdrowning?But didn't? Then Phil saw it all then at his show he found him?That's kinda how this is. You could have rescued me fromdrowning.Now it's too late. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy.And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call.I hope you know I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall.I love you Slim, we could have been together. Think about it.You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it.And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it.I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me.See Slim, shut up *****, I'm trying to talkHey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk.But I didn't slit her throat,I just tied her up, see I ain't like you.'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more,and then she'll die too.Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now.Oh ****, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this **** out? screeching tires, crashing sounds, car splashes into thewater}My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed atallthe morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at allAnd even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wallit reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so badDear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy.You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that.And here's an autograph for your brother:I wrote it on your Starter cap.I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you.Don't think I did that **** intentionally, just to diss you.And what's this **** you said about you like to cut your wrists too?I say that **** just clownin' dawg,c'mon, how ****** up is you?You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin'To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some.And what's this **** about us meant to be together?That type of ****'ll make me not want us to meet each other.I really think you and your girlfriend need each other.Or maybe you just need to treat her better.I hope you get to read this letter.I just hope it reaches you in time.Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fineIf you'd relax a little. I'm glad that I inspire you, but StanWhy are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan.I just don't want you to do some crazy ****.I seen this one **** on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick.Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridgeAnd had his girlfriend in the trunk and she waspregnant with his kidAnd in the car they found a tape but it didn't say who it was toCome to think about it...his name was...it was you.Damn.茶越来越凉我不知道为什么始终辗转难眠清晨的雨遮住了我的窗我根本就看不清能看到的只是一片灰色但是你的照片在我的墙上它提醒着我这不算坏还不算太坏茶越来越凉我不知道为什么始终辗转难眠清晨的雨遮住了我的窗我根本就看不清能看到的只是一片灰色但是你的照片在我的墙上它提醒着我这不算坏还不算太坏亲爱的斯利姆我写信给你但你未答复我把我的地址姓名和电话留在了信末秋天里发了两封信你肯定都没有收到可能是邮局或者什么地方搞错了有时我总是把地址写得很潦草但又能怎样呢管它呢你的女儿好吗我的女友也怀孕我就要做爸爸了如果是女孩，你猜我会叫她什么我会给她起名邦尼我得知了你罗尼叔叔的事我很难过我有一个朋友因为一个女人不要他自杀了我知道你天天听这种话但我真的是你的超级粉丝我甚至弄到了你和Scam一起做的地下音乐我的房间贴满了你的海报跟照片我喜欢你和Rawkus合作的音乐，那棒极了无论怎样我很希望你能看见这封信给我回信吧尽快回我我们只是聊聊而已只是聊个天我是你最忠诚的歌迷斯坦茶越来越凉我不知道为什么始终辗转难眠清晨的雨遮住了我的窗我根本就看不清能看到的只是一片灰色但是你的照片在我的墙上它提醒着我这不算坏还不算太坏亲爱的斯利姆你仍然没有回复希望有机会你能回信希望有机会你能回信我还没生气我只是认为你不给歌迷回复简直太糟糕了如果你不想在剧场外理我你可以不理但至少应该为马修签个名那是我的弟弟他只有六岁我在该死的寒风中等了四个小时可你只是说了个不这太太太糟糕了伙计那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像他想成为你一样的人他比我更喜欢你我没那么生气我只是不喜欢被欺骗记得我们在丹佛的相遇吗你说如果我写信你会回信的我在某方面很像你我也不知道我爸是谁他总是背着我妈妈在外面鬼混而且还虐待她我能在你的歌里看到自己所以在那些心情沮丧的日子里我就飙着车漂着移听着你的歌因为只有你的歌能帮我我甚至在胸口纹上你的名字有时我也割开手腕看它到底能流多少血那样非常刺激那些痛处一阵阵向我袭来看吧你说的什么事都是对的我尊重你因为你告诉了我因为你把它告诉了我我女友开始嫉妒因为我24小时都在谈论你但她不像我一样了解你没人能他们不会明白有着我们这样成长经历的人你一定要回信我是你永远不能失去的最忠实的歌迷最忠实的歌迷你真诚的朋友，斯坦 PS：我们应该在一起的茶越来越凉我不知道为什么始终辗转难眠清晨的雨遮住了我的窗我根本就看不清能看到的只是一片灰色但是你的照片在我的墙上它提醒着我这不算坏还不算太坏亲爱的从不理粉丝先生这将是我寄给你的最后一件包裹六个月了你一个字都没回我不配得到你的回信吗我知道你收到了最近的两封信我把地址写得清清楚楚这回是我要寄给你的磁带我希望你能听到我正在开车时速90km/h嘿斯利姆我喝了五瓶伏特加你说我还能开车吗你知道Phil Collins的一首歌“The Air In The Night"吗讲的是有一个人可以救另一个落水的人但那家伙没有去救而菲尔看到了事件的全部过程然后在一场表演时落水者的鬼魂找上了他那有点像我们的这种情况你本可以救我但已经太晚了我早已服下了一千片安眠药昏昏欲睡我想要的只是一封该死的回信我想让你知道我从墙上撕下了你所有的照片斯利姆我爱你我们本该在一起的想想吧而你却毁了这一切我诅咒你也不安眠我会出现在你梦里我会让你在梦中尖叫着吓醒我希望你的良知将你一点点吞噬诅咒你离开我你就不能呼吸看看吧斯利姆闭嘴碧池我在说话呢嘿斯利姆那是我的女友在后备箱中尖叫但我没有切开她的喉咙我只是把她绑了起来看吧我不像你一样因为窒息会让她更痛苦而且她马上也要死掉了而且她马上也要死掉了好了该挂断了我已经到桥上了噢见鬼我忘记了我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢（刹车声撞击声简短的寂静落水声）茶越来越凉我不知道为什么始终辗转难眠清晨的雨遮住了我的窗我根本就看不清能看到的只是一片灰色但是你的照片在我的墙上它提醒着我这不算坏还不算太坏亲爱的斯坦我想尽快的回信但我真的是太忙你说你的女友怀孕了她还有多久生产听着我很荣幸你能给你女儿起名叫Bonnie并且我有一份送你弟弟的签名我把它写在了你的棒球帽上我很抱歉我没能在演出时见你我一定不小心错过了你不要认为我是故意地瞧不起你但是你说你也喜欢割自己的手腕是什么情况我在歌中说的只不过是玩笑话而已伙计你怎么能把它当真你的思想有些问题斯坦我想你可能需要些咨询来帮助你不去做一些疯狂的举动还有你说的“我们注定在一起”是什么意思这种类型的话只会使我不想认识你我真心认为你和你的女友需要彼此或者你只需要对她好点我希望你有机会看到这封信希望这封信及时送到你手上赶在你伤害自己之前我觉得你现在或许还好如果这封信能让你轻松一点的话我会很高兴但是斯坦你为什么那么生气试着理解一下我我确实想让你作为我的粉丝我只是不想你去做一些疯狂的事我在新闻上看到了一篇发生在几周前让我很不舒服的事一个人醉酒驾车从桥上坠落把他的女友关在后备箱里她还怀着孕在车里警方发现了一个录音带但他们没有透露是给谁的试着好好想想吧他的名字是...是你他妈的。
